oh thank fucking god someone asked for chuck so i can climb up to a rooftop and screech CHUCK IS ASEXUAL!!!! at the top of my fuckiNG LUNGS HOLY SHIT ok ay. okay. here we go.
i have somehow decided that chuck is a huge ace (not repulsed by sex, just really not into it unless someone else brings it up). not averse to the idea in theory, but it’s not one of his priorities and he just genuinely doesn’t think about it unless prompted.
however, when coupled with being grossly selfconscious and pretty much incapable of handling attention of any sort (he doesn’t deserve it, obviously), putting him in any situation that might possibly lead to sexy things is going to end in that helpless “i want an ejector seat for life” whimper he makes sometimes.
he thinks kissing is pretty cool he guesses but even thinking past that just makes him go deer in the headlights and turn bright red, basically
however i also headcanon him as having a GIGANTIC FUCKING COMPLEX ABOUT IT because lol like motorcity cares, but they don’t have words for this shit either — actually my feels about sexuality in motorcity are an entirely different post, so moving right along ho hum
okay okay i’ll try to wrap this up, because i have a lOT OF CHUCK FEELINGS!!!
body issues out the fucking wazoo. he has the distinct and unrelenting feeling that his outside is too big for his inside and he should be taking up less space because his personality is too small. he doesn’t like skin contact. at all. he doesn’t like contact IN GENERAL. the other burners and claire are basically the only people allowed to touch him without screaming. BUT!! the ones that are allowed to are in the magical realm of him actually wanting hugs or handholding or shit sometimes, even if they don’t get why that’s a big deal.
ask me about hair sometime. i have… a lot of feelings.